Thursday, 17 June 2010

Wednesday, 16 June 2010

  • Day 6

    My 7-day therapy is almost over. I'm pretty much good now, not constantly having the thoughts of you in my head, because you are now hidden somewhere behind my head. I'm pretty much good to move on now. Whoever's next is gonna be interesting.

Monday, 14 June 2010

  • Recovery

    Today is...day 4. I've been busy for the past couple of days. Yesterday (Sunday) was my cousin's graduation from San Diego. I had about +30 shots off wine. Wow, all of the sudden it just creeped up on me, why am I not so surprised? But I haven't been this fucked up since sometime last year.

    I was in my bed, torturing of being hot all over my body, but afraid to open up the windows more, because I'm coughing like crazy at the same time. Not to mention physically I'm sick, and mentally I'm still on recovery from you.

    I finally decided to skip another day of work today, and go to my doctor. Doctor Yao's on vacation, and I was brought to Dr. Lee. The same day, I had to bring in my car in for the first day. By the time it returns, it'll be in better shape than it was in before. But I'll be broke.

Friday, 11 June 2010

  • Well, things ended a little bit early than it was supposed to. Today would be day one. I'm back on my routine of getting over someone within a week, I don't know if I can really do it this time, but I'll try. And if one week isn't enough, I have two weeks, three weeks, I have the whole fucking summer. I'm sorry for blocking out all communications I have with you, but it's for the best.

Thursday, 10 June 2010

  • "Jordan, I made up my mind and I wanna tell you now rather than have you wait until wednesdayy."

    You are blunt, I expected a more direct answer and you can't even do that. What did was it that I saw in you?